Hey

I don't know how many people have this problem. Finding people you can unload on and lean on for help and support. Most people don't want to hear it or won't show an ounce of sympathy.

I had my birthday on Sat, my friends took me to dinner and a movie (Gravity) it was okay but I live with my friends and it is not a happy situation. But I don't have an alternative right now. I decided to share with people I thought i could unload onto. But I was told that they are not interested in listening to my belly aching. I was hurt, cause I don't feel that anyone cares about me.

If I could get my act together and do the things I need to do to get myself where I need to be I would. But I have a lot of work to do to get myself there.

I feel very alone and no one cares. I understand why some people take their own lives, because no one was there to show they mattered.

thanks for listening