Dont Give Up Community Group
There is always hope,there is always an answer,there is always a helping hand. Every day is a new Beginning. With us you will find love, support, strength and friendship. Please, come on in an join us. We are always here for you. You are not alone!
I can't take it anymore. For many reasons I now have 24/7 aides. One comes at 8:00 am leaves at 8:00 pm then another comes 8:00pm and leaves at 8:00 am...Every day it's the changing of the guards feeling. My days blur together and where I used to look forward to Fridays I don't have a weekend anymore. Because of health issures, my boyfriend cannot lift (transfer me) onto my wheelchair as I cannot walk. He lives around the bend here so still comes over to eat dinner with me or watch the baseball game or whatever on TV then leaves. I hate my life and just want to die so not a burden to anyone, anymore. Even my kids who both live 20 minutes away from me don't even bother. My daughter (36) calls every day but my son (33) never calls. I cry all the time and today even stayed in my pajamas as don't even care about my appearance anymore. After breakfast, I will brush my teeth (won't bother with makeup or fixing hair) and just go back to bed lying on my other side so don't get a bed sore. I'm paralized on left side due to MS affecting my spine and 3 mini strokes. I just want to be put away!
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check out that smoke ring. It tasted really good. I smothered it with Maulls BBQ sauce which is Local to St. Louis and one of the best I ever had.....
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I was recently separated from my wife of 33 years and it's complicated. Anyway I rented a room about 15 minutes away and I see my kids about once a week. I see the people who own the house I live in once in a while but other than that I stay in my room where I do my cooking, wash dishes in the shower, read, color, and sleep. I get out at least once a day. I grocery shop and I attend 2 meetings...
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