Hi all,i had my leaving do tonight we went out for a meal it was so nice to see all my old work friends ive only been gone for nearly 2 weeks but seems like a life time,It was a really nice evening had some wine amd plenty of laughs,seems like a real good end to a real bad week.IM going to my solicitor on wednesday,was gonna really go to toen on him after his letter last week from his solicitor but his dad died on friday so i now feel bad and dont want to course him anymore pain even tho he has caused me so much stress over the last 4 weeks.I have to go anyway,id like to have gone to the funeral as i got on well with his dad,i spoke to my ex on the phone friday evening and told him i dont think its a good idea not the sort of place i want to be with my ex there if u get me,my 2 older daughters are going but i dont think its good for my son hes only 12,hes been through enough over the last 18 months.Hes been having night mares as well which is a worry i try and talk to him but he dont say alot only really says what he thinks i wanna hear same with my ex.