god where do i start,last week was such a good week for me i felt good and happy.Got a phone call from my solicitor last friday for my divorce to be complete i have to pay£800,i was getting public funding which i will pay back when the house is sold when my youngest is 18 (hes 11 now)but that has now run out.I asked my ex to help but he said no as hes been paying for his divorce,all week i have been thinking what the hell are me and my kids gonna do when we do sell the house what i will get out of it, wont buy me another house or a flat,and i have to pay my solicitor hes ok with his wages he can get another morgage i only work part time in a pharmacy,thats all i have done since having my children,hes the 1 that walked out and im suffering for it,its like im on borrowed time in this house.Imtrying not to worry to much but my kids arnt silly they no mummy is worried and i dont like to lie to them my son cuddles me saying its gonna be ok mummy we will be ok bless him hes only 11.Im starting to think maybe they would be better off with him living here then they would have the money they were used to instead of me saying no all the time cos i cant afford it,and when hes here they do as there told and there not rude,and there be able to stay here for as long as they need to be,im just in a mess at the mo and dont no what to do for the best,ive tried to be a good mum and put them and there feelings first,anyone got any advice for me.