Hi all I have been invited to joint to 20year+ club, I have also join many other clubs that I never knew existed. the single parent club, the its my fault club, the con everyone we know that I am the ass club and so on and so on. ( read my novel for or my other posts) Its hard to believe that 2 people that loved each other over this time frame, that thing have gone so wrong. I feel spent, used, manipulated and worth less kicke d to the curb and everyone bought it. Thats about to unravel here soon, her own lies are starting to fade.(read the posts) I am having a really hard time, one minute I am doing great actually better than I though and other times Its like going through hell. torture to be exact. Living under the same roof, opposite sides of the house, older son on buying her stuff and the younger watching all hell break loose, knowing I am doing my best for his protection and his well being. The time I file is getting closer and I hate having my son and I living like this, this is not good for him at all, so soon I will file an emergency order of seperation , but I fear this will be like pouring gas on the fire, but it cant keep going the way it is either. One day at a time!