Sometimes this load is way too much !
Haven't i already been through enough?
I think it would be easier if i had someone to Love
Someone to give me a kiss or a hug
But life is unfair,Life is unjust
Somethings in this life gag me with disgust!
I clench my fist and threaten the world
Whatever happened to that sweet little girl?
Did she finally grow up and see all the hate?
Or did her rose colored glasses simply begin to fade?
Selfishness eating away at our skins
Not having Perfect credit and money , the newest Sin
Whatever happened to wanting to help, Making a difference
Well Screw everyone else! Now we look out for number 1
Sometimes i just wish i could Fade Away
There is no where to run and nothing to say
I guess that i've just gone insane
But sometimes i just feel this way......

This was written when i was 12 ..... hope it makes sense - lol ... just thought i'd share.... :)