Daughters of Abusive Mothers Community Group
For those of us whose mothers were (or still are) abusive to us. In a society that puts mothers on a pedestal it can often be lonely dealing with the feelings of hurt, betrayal, anger, emptiness and grief of having an abusive mother. People with loving mothers often find it hard to believe or understand. Here is a safe place to express the feelings and find others with...
Ever since i was born.. I've always felt like the black sheep. Bring my mother and fathers first child i guess i lived in a fairytale this entire time. Neither of my parents accept me. They both assume the worst in me i can never make them proud or happy. I lived with y grandmother until i was in the 7th grade because my mom would hit on me because of my little brother he’s always been her favorite. My dad never tried to save me from any of the abuse im 16 about to graduate high school and I’m still going through mental and physical abuse by her. It’s killing me on the inside that if i do something she doesn’t like i get called a bitch or a slut or a hoe anything she think of or hit me I’ve went to work 3times now my bruises on my face or a busted lip but i still try to act like everything is okay at work and at home it’s worst I’m depressed here.. my life is pointless i can’t take the pain anymore I’m tired of crying in my bed at night praying for a better life praying she’ll stop or that my dad or someone could save me but the only person that listen to me is my boyfriend but I’m pretty sure he’s tired of hearing my troubled stories.
I'm in a lot of pain as well. It's something my girlfriends just cannot completely understand because people can't imagine a mother being so cruel to her own child! Why they have good relationships with their mom's. They go to lunch, shopping, all that stuff. I don't understand what that's like. Neither do you.
I also understand you feel like your boyfriend is tired out. What we are experiencing is pretty heavy, horrible crap! I feel like my friends have heard enough from me and I've scared them away. That's why I joined this support group.
My heart goes out to you. You are so young. I wish I could get you away from that horrible abuse!!
Please know that you are loved. Don't give up. It's a tough life. I'm here if you want to talk.❤