Don't know if this group is active right now, but thought I'd post this anyway.
My Dad passed in Dec last year. We were very close. I was one of his primary caregivers the last 4 years; with him every day.
I grieved terribly at first. Then through prayer and staying busy, my grief eased after about 4 months. Now, I just have these grief spurts occasionally, when I hear a song or see something that reminds me of him.
Today is a rainy ugly cool day. My emotions are getting the best of me tonight. If anyone sees this, I'd appreciate some prayers. God bless.