I'm new to this. I actually lost my grandfather several years ago but he was the only father that I ever knew. He raised me as if I was his own and did all of the things for me that a father would have done. I struggle with this a lot as I was very close to him. I look forward to any help and support that I can get from this group.
Sorry for your loss. I lost my father almost 4 months ago and everyday is different. There are days that I cry at the thought of him and then there are better days.