Cutters Have Feelings Too Community Group
Im tired of people classifying people that cut as emo or attentionseekers! Heres a group that we can all be friends and help each other achieve our goals!
Well I haven't cut in.....well honestly I don't even know. I started cutting because I was curious as to how it felt when you did it then I guess I just started doing it more and more when I started attaching it to my feelings I suppose, but I only did it a couple of times and never again. The oddest thing happened though.... I got the urge to cut again today when me and my mom went to the store. We were shopping and then she needed to get some blades to cut up the carpet in her bedroom because she was taking it out and then the thought just occured to me that I could use them to cut myself. I don't know why. I don't know if because i'm depressed or something or if cutting is like an addiction and it never really goes away, but it's still at the back of my mind. Even now as I type this. I don't really know what to do because I wanna cute and it's a lil weird. I need some advice please. o.o;
deleted_user
i would say it is an addiction,at the weirdest times i want to do it to,if i havent done it in awhile i think about it....ALOT,even thought im not mad i get this siking feeling i always get before i need to cut and its hard to focus,and the thought pretty much over powers everything,its there telling me to do it...my advice is to stay as occupied as you can,dont test yourself to see if you can be trusted alone,make a list of things to do that you can use to keep your mind of of it,if you like loud music listen to it as loud as you can stand so that way its hard to think....i hope this helps!
rainBowsLoveMe
well the funny thing is that i never thought about it after that day till i re-read this post again. the thought never crossed my mind again. i was just going through alott that day; alott on my mind, but it was just weird that that had happened to come across it, you know?
deleted_user
haha that is funny in a weird way,yeah i know what you mean though,haha thats really weird,well im glad it wasnt and obsessive thing! ive been there and it sucks!XD
deleted_user
I totally get what you're saying. I quit cutting for like...3 years. And then just recently started again because I didnt know what else to do. Sometimes we lose control over it. *shrugs*
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