I'm so angry and I want to cut. When I get angry at other ppl, I have a tendency to feel guilty so I turn it in on myself and cut, then I feel better. It's been just over four months since I last cut, but things are really out of control right now and just saying I'm angry doesn't seem to even touch the surface of feeling. There is major family drama, work stress, plus one of my closest friends (and major supports) just moved across the country. It feels as if things are just spiraling. I want to lash out and cutting would calm it down. Does this make any sense to anyone else? Advice?
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