I married my husband before I knew who he really was. It was small lies at first, but they got bigger and more extravagant then just ridiculous. Some I can't believe anyone would say to a spouse. Now 12 years later my son moved out my daughter is defiant and my husband still lies, breaks promises and has no care in the world how much his lies break me.over and over.

  Most people say leave him. Well I have no family other than my children and him. I don't want to take my daughter away from the only family SHE has. And with no support system that makes it all the harder and lonelier. And for some reason I can't identify... I do love him. But I hate being lied to. When you can't trust the one you gave your heart to it can take a person to some really low places. How does one crawl out of a dark whole of dispair when you know there isn't much reason to.