Hi , I am at the end of my rope and have/had the most wonderful amazing woman I've ever been with and want to marry ....I can't stop lying to her about little stuff / big stuff and may have lost her because of this behavior and have hurt her over and over again. This is someone I consider my best friend and I am afriaid of her reactions ?!?The outcome are the two feelings I get when I can't or won't rather tell the truth. I have burnt a lot of bridges and ruining all the real relations around me and now on the cliffs edge of losing the love of m my life if there is any chance to save this and myself ....I have to stop this. SOS and Help