God said no, it’s not your time to go. I honestly believe God says and does this in many areas of death, regardless of what the cause may be.

Are you under the care of someone who can help you feel better than suicidal? I have lost some friends to suicide and I can tell you this much... People who end their life don’t realize how much there are some who care about them. They feel like they are alone and uncared, but they are not. The people who loose others to suicide do suffer, alot. They pick up the suffer of the person who ended their lives and that is not fair. So you doing what you did has a lot more to it than what you may realize, but should. I hope you have someone who is supporting you in feeling better.

I'm happy that you're here and typing this. May the Lord keep you safe under his wings.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Sometimes life can feel so overwhelming and devastating, it's difficult to have hope, but hope is always there. Jesus is always there. There were many times in my life when I wanted to commit suicide due to constant pain, isolation, depression, etc.

We human beings are able to stand more than we think, and we come out stronger for it. I'll be praying for you to have more hope, more connection to God, and more support from people around you. So sorry you are going through this terrible time. Our minds can lie to us and make us think all is lost, but there is always, always hope!

Thomson, I have been praying for you. Please use this opportunity to turn your life over to God, again. He has given you a second and third chance, because he loves you!

Pick up your Bible and read it through. God will speak to your find a church where they will help you. And keep on praying!

bumping up for more to see and hopefully pray for Thomson

You were lucky! I lost a good friend from our men's ministry 2 weeks ago by the same method. God is clearly not done with you yet. Take full advantage of the gift you have been given and do something about the depression! I will pray for you and that you will get the help you seek. Good luck and god bless.