I got a letter from ED yesterday apologizing for taking off. After crying tears of joy I started reading it over and over and have more questions. First she listed her return address as mine. The postmark is around my area instead of up north where she's been living. My husband tried calling the post office and they won't verify if the last address we have for her is current. She said she's been scared to contact us because she thought we hated her and would make her talk to her sister. This after countless attempts to contact her and send a message that we still love her. If she's sorry then why is she still making it difficult for us to contact her? I'm praying this isn't a game or at least when she wrote the letter she wrote how she feels, but when doing the envelope she's having 2nd thoughts of what would happen if we really connected. I still think she's concerned about what her now husband would say if he knew she wrote that letter.
She also wrote she never left because she was mad at us, but just her sister. That isn't what she said in the note she left when she left.