my son sought to destroy my life 3 years ago. he punched me in the face and twisted my arm back after i pleaded with him about having guard dogs around my granddaughter and feeding her a toxic formula that stated on the box not for children under five. My daughter although the one who originally told me of concerns, later denied, she flip flopped. her brother is ten years her senior and very manipulative, ex cocaine user. his father died when he was l6 and he has blamed me ever since. according to him, i probably played a hand in fukishima. l.5 years ago through a great deal of hard work and grace i got my life back together, and tried to find peace, by the Lord teaching me guitar and writing music. my daughter moved back home and i hoped we could begin a new life. then she started doing odd things and i could feel a distance growing between her and I. I had told her previously i wanted no connection with my son. however i found out later he had been in touch with her on facebook and she had said a completely baseless slanderous lie about me. throughout the email he had been insulting me, and denying that he beat me, said i self induced injuries, just insane if you see the picture i've scrapes, a black eye, a scab on my knee where he had my arm up my back and on i was on the ground and doctor's report. needless to say this has caused a rift, my already jealous sister actually told me to apologize, the insanity of this situation is beyond my comprehension. So when i read what my daughter had said i was completely upset, i have had no justice, i have lost my granddaughter, i have been slandered and abused and he won't stop. i understand my daughter wanting to share in the birth of a new child with her brother. but i'm very upset that she not only did not defend the truth but spoke against me also chimed in lying about me. I was so hopeful i could be part of my daughter's life. and share in watching my granddaughter grow. but now it seems i will lose my daughter also. because i can not accept the injustice that was done to me and is now being condoned by them. i can't believe i'm even perplexed, but it has hit me like a ton of bricks again. so now i will have my daughter eventually leave my home and they can gossip and slander me without being under my roof. and i will make the difficult yet only rational choice of leaving them without a forwarding address. i contemplated just getting out of this life, but i see now i just have to leave because she is disloyal and i don't believe can be trusted. she just down plays the incident has though i should just accept her lie and move on. i can't i've had enough. i gave my children everything i possibly could. my son will be more then happy to get my daughter back in his camp. i want nothing more to do with their neglect, slander and hurt. i hope in time i will heal, but right now, i feel emotionally paralyzed by this betrayal from my daughter and the loss of my five mos. old daughter. i'm going to take her out of my will, not out of spite, but i don't want her capitalizing on the heartache she has caused me. And at this point i'm just making it day to day, because sometimes the depression and loss is just so mind boggling and debilitating, i'm not sure i will make it through. they are hell bent on punishing me for everything they are miserable about and will take no responsibility. Count it all blessings when you are persecuted, no one said getting nails driven into your heart would be easy. how our Lord suffered, we all killed Christ. i would have forgiven my son, and my daughter but there is no apology asked, nor repentance only justification for their rotten behaviour.