To all my good friends, i need some prayers from you all i have to have surgery on oct 23 i found a mole on the woman part AGAIN,and went to my gyn/oncologist he wants to take it out he said it may not be cancer but just to be sure,i totaly agree but my dh and myself feel so alone,our son the one i thought was turning around i am starting to see things are not going to change,they moved back in there new home 2 wks ago they havent invited us over and they have not came by either except to drop gs off for us to keep for the day,we took gs back home and they metus at the door to get him its the same old story its like the page of the book never changed.So dh and me are getting up in the morning and go toget preadmission testing done my dh still has trouble turning his head to the right while driving our son didnt even ask if we needed some help to get there our feelings are so hurt again,we have bought things for them for there new home,and gs winter clothes and wont come and get them so ungrateful.My Dh said next friday we will go to hospital by ourselves,and go through this alone.