Children Born of Rape Community Group
This group was created as a sounding board for those who feel they suffer from the shame, and/or guilt, of having being conceived as a result of rape. Those of us, who find it hard to live with that pain, or anger, and who need a place to express and vent their feelings, are welcome, and encouraged, to do so here. Someone cares, someone will listen. As the group founder,...
WE ARE TRYING VERY HARD TO BECOME WORTHY IN THE EYES OF OUR GOD, WHAT EVER GOD WE BELIEVE IN. MORE IMPORTANTLY, WE SEEK TO BE WORTHY IN OUR OWN EYES.
I SHOULD REALLY SAY, I HAVE BEEN STRIVING FOR OVER FORTY YEARS, TO DO ANYTHING, BUT HATE MYSELF. EVER SINCE THAT NIGHT WHEN MY MOM LOWERED THE BOOM AND LAYED IT ALL OUT. THE TRUTH OF MY CONCEPTION, WHICH CAN BE READ IN ANOTHER TOPIC.
SO, LOOKING AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR, AND FEELING ANYTHING ELSE HAS BEEN HARD.
I AM ALWAYS WORKING ON IT, BECAUSE SOMEDAY, A THIRD GENERATION FROM NOW, SON, GRANDDAUGHTER, AND THEN I PRAY, GREAT GRANDCHILD, WILL BE FREE OF THIS BONDAGE, AND I CAN HOLD THAT GREAT GRANDCHILD AND KNOW THIS UGLINESS I FEEL, WILL BE 3 GENERATIONS REMOVED.
I SHOULD REALLY SAY, I HAVE BEEN STRIVING FOR OVER FORTY YEARS, TO DO ANYTHING, BUT HATE MYSELF. EVER SINCE THAT NIGHT WHEN MY MOM LOWERED THE BOOM AND LAYED IT ALL OUT. THE TRUTH OF MY CONCEPTION, WHICH CAN BE READ IN ANOTHER TOPIC.
SO, LOOKING AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR, AND FEELING ANYTHING ELSE HAS BEEN HARD.
I AM ALWAYS WORKING ON IT, BECAUSE SOMEDAY, A THIRD GENERATION FROM NOW, SON, GRANDDAUGHTER, AND THEN I PRAY, GREAT GRANDCHILD, WILL BE FREE OF THIS BONDAGE, AND I CAN HOLD THAT GREAT GRANDCHILD AND KNOW THIS UGLINESS I FEEL, WILL BE 3 GENERATIONS REMOVED.
Hopefully, all of us have something or someone that makes us happy. I pray so.
Hugs Galore
Marie