Children Born of Rape Community Group
This group was created as a sounding board for those who feel they suffer from the shame, and/or guilt, of having being conceived as a result of rape. Those of us, who find it hard to live with that pain, or anger, and who need a place to express and vent their feelings, are welcome, and encouraged, to do so here. Someone cares, someone will listen. As the group founder,...
Today I found out that my biological father that my mom was married to for nine years actually raped my mom and that's why they got married. I am struggling so much, and I have never met anyone else who has been a product of rape and I'm really confused about how to feel about myself and my biological father. It makes me sick to think she had to live with him as a constant reminder for nine years. I don't know, I guess I'm just glad there are people willing to talk about this.
Thanks,
britt
Thanks,
britt
THERE AREN'T VERY MANY OF US HERE, BRETT, BUT DON'T WORRY, I WILL BE HERE AND I AM THE FOUNDER OF THE GROUP. GOD MEANT FOR ME TO CHECK THE SITE TODAY AND I AM SO GLAD I DID. I TYPE IN CAPS SO I CAN SEE BETTER. HOPE YOU DON'T MIND.
PLEASE, WRITE BACK AND TELL ME A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF AND I WILL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT ME. IT WAS A PRETTY SORTED MESS.
i WILL TELL YOU THIS. MY MOTHER WENT OUT ON A DATE WITH A BOY ON ST. PATTY'S DAY. HE SAID HE COULDN'T DRIVE SO HE NEEDED SOME OTHER BOY TO DRIVE (A LIE). MY FATHER'S NAME IS, AL CUMMINGS. WELL, THEY TOOK A DRIVE OUT IN THE PARK AND MY MOM WAS RAPED IN THE BACK SEAT. AL COULDN'T GET MOM'S GIRDLE OFF SO HE JUST SHOVED HIMSELF IN AS FAR AS HE COULD. HE TOLD MY MOM HE WOULD LEAVE HER OUT THERE IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE IF SHE FOUGHT HIM.
MY UNCLE WAS A POLICE OFFICER AND HE WENT TO AL'S HOUSE. AL'S FATHER SAID HIS SON COULDN'T HAVE CHILDREN!!! WELL BACK THEN WOMAN WERE TREATED AWFUL, AND MY GRANDMOTHER HATED MY MOTHER. IT WAS AWFUL!!! SO A YEAR LATER, AL MARRIED HIS GIRLFRIEND AND HAD A BABY GIRL!
MY MOM MARRIED SOME GUY NAMED RALPH COSCIA, SO I COULD HAVE A NAME. THEY WERE MARRIED FOR 6 MONTHS. WHEN I WAS 1 SHE PUT ME IN A FOSTER HOME. WHEN I WAS 3 SHE MARRIED MY STEP DAD, WHO ADOPTED ME WHEN I WAS 6. THEY WENT ON TO HAVE 9 CHILDREN BETWEEN THEM.
SO THAT IS HOW I CAME TO BE. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SHARE ANYTHING YOU WISH AND I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND AND SEND HUGS AND SUPPORT YOU IN EVERY WAY I CAN.
PRAYERS TO YOU BRITT,
MARIE