Even when I worked she would tkae my paycheck and give me an allowence. At the age of 38 having power of attorney over me, out of guilt spoils me rotton most of the time, with items, but in treatment am abused. I remember one argument when I wanted to learn how to write a check to pay a bill on my own, when I have a math dyslexia, and can't correctly add. I can see numbers for what they are, but I must have the person listening repeat them back some I have to concentrate really good at or I'll accidently hit a wrong numb on my caller i.d.SHe burnt my ssi card and tried to abort me, burnt it to proove I wasn't born maybe, denied my rights to have a picture I.D for the state, stating I used to loose everything always throwing my past in my face, and even still belittling me from my recent relapse as a recovering cutter, and self abuser. When I overdosed each hour they came in and out in and out so they say. I said why didn't you just dump the damn weed you found if you didnt want me in jail, and call 911 to make sure I live? WHy did you just do nothing but photo copy the book I wrote I already coppywrote so they can't change a thing or I can legally act. I mean do I need a lawyer or aren't there social workers who work to take you food shopping help you manage your bills, n such so you don't have abuse? I'm willing to give up the guilt gifts she tries to by me to not feel guilty, but I won't let her anymore. All I asked for my birthday combo christmas present was a deadbolt key and emergency cell to call my sponsor for recovery,k or a doc or a ride, if electricity does go out. And a deadbolt key. I got a box of crayons and two coloring books. .....................????????????????