We have written the book about my A's. the first half is our story and the second half is all the articles and helps that Cole and I (mostly Cole) have written. It is a full sized book. There will be a website in connection with the book. We are not doing this anonymously, though it has been discussed, because we want to make ourselves available to help people. The book is in the editing stages, being reviewed right now by 3 people and I am going to review it again as well. It is very hard for me to read, I always cry in several parts, but I want to make sure it says or doesn't say the things that I am comfortable with.

tomorrow Cole with be with his mom and all his brothers. I will be with one of his brothers wives. Tomorrow he will tell them and I will tell my sister-in-law and then call my other sister-in-law. We will then have to quickly tell the remainder of his family. When I am ready I will tell my family members that don't know. (biting nails) We are telling them because they will eventually find out anyway. Any author search with my H's name will pull it up. Besides, how would they feel if they found out this was knowledge for the general public but we never told them? I don't think that would go over too well.

This book is actually not meant to be read by people who know us. Definitely TMI. (blush) It is designed to be read by people going through this. But......they will read it. I know.

I am very nervous.