So I've never really opened up about my cheating to anybody else outside of my relationship with my fiancée. We started dating earlier this year, and within the first month I cheated twice with the same chick when I was drunk. I never told her and my friends covered it up for me. Then in June, I got caught with a coworker by my ex roommate and his girlfriend who was best friends with my SO. The next day they told her and it became a whole thing where we broke up and everything. We got back together and I promised not to cheat again but since then I've talked to other females, made out with them at work or something, even got caught again for cheating when someone told her that I made out with a different coworker (I'm in the navy so my ship has a lot of females). It became another thing but she forgave me again because we were just about to move in together, which we do now. Again I promised to change and didn't. I still talked to the one I had sex with in June trying to start something with her again. I constantly flirt with other females at work. And just last night I got caught again. This time it was asking a girl I had relations with last year before we got together for nudes after we talked and flirted for a few days. What is wrong with me? I love that feeling of being wanted by many people now. I've become a master of flirting to the point where I don't realize I do it. Every time I see an attractive female, my first instinct is to try and take them home. Growing up I was never someone's first choice, and the only two real relationships I had before now ended with me being left for no reason and me being cheated on by my ex fiancée 3 times and then being blamed for it. I like when I get attention and other women see me as attractive. That feeling of someone wanting me sexually is exciting but wrong. I want to stop because I love my fiancée and her kid, but I can't stop this wanting to sleep with other women feeling. It's like I'm addicted to the attention and the being able to sleep with women no problem. How do I stop? What is the first steps? I want to stop because I don't want to lose her.