Cheaters Anonymous Community Group
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pain. pain. and more... pain.
My Affair has proven to be very... painful.
The OM that I had an affair with for QUITE a while,
did, what I feared he would do,
one of the reasons I never got a divorce.
He had an affair with one of his exs,
first emotional affair, then going on dates,
All while professing he wants to marry me...
I cut my relationship off with him,
FOR GOOD, (unless he's the last man on a deserted island)
I thought that he was the love of my life.
I feel foolish.
I wish I could turn back time, and not
of had the affair.
I feel confused.
I had a good stable many year marriage
that is now just OK, because
I still Keep thinking
I should get my own apartment...
I don't know why I let this other man
have enough access to wreck my heart...
the really sad part is... I will ALWAYS
Love the other man...
my heart has been broken, because
someone I was cheating with, cheated
on me. How much worse can it get???
My Affair has proven to be very... painful.
The OM that I had an affair with for QUITE a while,
did, what I feared he would do,
one of the reasons I never got a divorce.
He had an affair with one of his exs,
first emotional affair, then going on dates,
All while professing he wants to marry me...
I cut my relationship off with him,
FOR GOOD, (unless he's the last man on a deserted island)
I thought that he was the love of my life.
I feel foolish.
I wish I could turn back time, and not
of had the affair.
I feel confused.
I had a good stable many year marriage
that is now just OK, because
I still Keep thinking
I should get my own apartment...
I don't know why I let this other man
have enough access to wreck my heart...
the really sad part is... I will ALWAYS
Love the other man...
my heart has been broken, because
someone I was cheating with, cheated
on me. How much worse can it get???
This is one of the reasons that keep me from finally getting divorced and moving ahead with OM. Somewhere there is this little nagging in the back of my mind that says I shouldn't let myself trust him. Maybe it's just because I ended up doing what I thought was unimaginable for me and therefore, if I can't even trust myself, who can I trust?
There are no other choices and I for one will be here for you the entire way!
Cry your heart out girl, weather you deserved it or not at least the mess is over once and for all.