I just can't be sitting here doing nothing. My (now ex boyfriend) and I agreed that we could start speaking again on Sunday. I honestly don't think I can wait until then. After all the crap I caused and the long talk we had on Wednesday, I just want to make things right. He says he still loves me and wants to be with me. I want the exact same thing. Yes, we both agreed to some time to ourselves. I know it's only two more days but damn it... I miss him... I just want to show him that I regret what I did, and I want to fix it. I can't stand not goings day without talking to him. I've been doing my own journaling outside of the group and it gets my mind cleared and puts me at ease but it's only for a short while. How do you guys do it? I'm still new here and I have no idea how to cope...