hello. I've been going to therapy sessions. I'm back with him again. The therapy sessions were working until I got weak and texted him. I'm going to his house tomorrow. I am a sex addict, I am also a thrill addict, I get a high from the sex, attention. I'm addicted to attention from men! I grew up without a father. I am happily married with two young kids so if I am found out one more time, I will be kicked out my kids will be ruined scarred for life, a good man will be broken. I tryed so hard to spice our sex life up and stay away from that evil man but today I got weak again and texted him now I plan to meet him tomorrow and go to his house. I am addicted to this guy, he is my drug and him showing up at my work did not make it easy for my recovery. There is not a good sex addicts group on here and the closest SAA is too far away. I would like to do the twelve step method. Please help!! I really don't want to go meet him tomorrow but I already told him I would. I feel one more time and I'll be hooked forever. I love my husband and I don't want to loose him and my kids because of this addiction! If you pray or send over good energy. I need someone who has recovered to talk to. I could loose everything!