I know I have a long road to travel to redeem myself. What happens when you fall down. I get up but I feel like I’m starting all over. I feel like maybe I’m not supposed to make it to the end. Is there even an end. Not death end but end of the journey end. Like how do I know God is satisfied. Am I praying for the right thing. Is it selfish to pray for yourself. Sometimes I feel selfish praying for help with my depression, but I also think it’s ok to be a little selfish when dealing with this. I mean I’m no good to anyone around me while I’m messed up. That’s possibly my biggest problem, thinking about every path and what if I go this way or that way and what’s after that. I can get up 4-5 times a night either cause I’m thirsty or need the bathroom or my back hurts and no sooner do I sit up that my mind starts running at full speed. I just don’t know.
…seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Matthew 6:33 - MAY 17 - READ THE GOOD NEWS TODAY? God doesn’t want you grabbing the newspaper first thing in the morning and reading all the bad news in the world. He knows that if you do that, your heart will be full of cares, anxieties and even fears.When you are reading the newspapers,...