hi.i am new to this group.i believe that God is good all the time.He is constant,faithfull and my rock. i am working through a few things at the moment and would love some advice and encouragement. i suffer from ptsd.i was abducted as a 7 year old,taken into a shed,molested,raped and sodomized by a stranger.they never caught the guy.i ended up in hospital needing emergency surgery.i blocked all of this out.. its been 7 months since i ve recovered this memory.only through His grace.my problem...i know we live in a broken world,and my issue is not why it happened or why God did not intervene...but when i go to that place,its dark,evil and i dont feel that God was there with me, carrying me through.i feel abandoned by God.i need Him to have been there to make it ok.i know He was there from scripture...but He was not.its a hard place to be in.where was God?*sigh*
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