I've never even heard of BPD until a few days ago. But what from several sources I've read, it literally describes me to a T. But what will me knowing I may have accomplish. I've always been told by family and others that I make a choice to act the way I do. I don't know where to go from here. It just makes sense now why my emotions change from minute to minute sometimes. I'm sick of being told that I choose to feel the way I do. Om probably mia diagnosed. My psychiatrist thinks I have ADHD. I'm just confused now.