I am feeling so lost. I left my husband about 6 weeks go. At first I just wanted some space and time for both of us to think about things. But he just kept pushing for answers. "What's going on? When are you coming home? What are you thinking?" So, we finally have the conversation in which we both decide divorce is the next step. We have several conversations about logistics, finances, custody. We agree to how the bills are going to be split until papers can be filed (he wants to print papers from the internet and file ourselves because we don't have the money for a lawyer). Then not 4 days later he says that agreement is not going to work for him. I am so afraid I am going to screwed. I am lost and don't know what to do. I have tried to find lawyers that give free consultations or a service that offers mediation instead of having to pay for 2 lawyers. But I am having no luck. I feel like he is toying with me. I can't take the mood swings and yo-yoing.