The lies, the drinking, more lies, promises, the prescription drug abuse, the lies about that too, the promises, the manipulation, the up and down rollercoaster of "maybe she really has turned a corner" to " she will never change", the depression, the lack of lust for life, the hiding, the friends I did not want her around, the parties that I could not have at my house because booze would be around, smelling her coming home drunk, sticking it out through rehab and two arrests months later, the mysterious dents on her car, the hidden accidents, the racking up of my credit cards, the lack of responsibility and the "its always somebody else's fault" mentality, the having to parent instead of having an equal partnership, the "Im not drinking anymore" and then finding booze all over the house, the AA meetings i went to in support, the alanon groups I devoted time to, ARE JUST SOME OF THE REASONS I filed for divorce last week. She was out of town. I finally decided I could not take anymore. She has not been served yet and I am dreading that day. I am on a new path to reclaiming my life but I am heart broken over the lost hopes and dreams and I miss the woman I married but detest the woman she became. Your thoughts please because I feel a bit lost ..........
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