I was with my girlfriend for 7 years. The first couple years were amazing. Literally some of the best times of my life. She has depression and decided she didn't like the way her meds made her feel so she stopped taking them. That is when things really went down hill. Fight after fight, day after day. She had this unique way of accusing me of doing something that she was doing to me. When I would call her on it she would say I am trying to mind fuck her and then go at me harder. When we brok up she started stalking me. When I caught her doing it she took me to court twice trying to get a protection order against me. She lost both times because the judge saw right through her nonsense. We were apart for 8 months and then for some reason I thought it would be a good idea to get back with her. Things were great for a while and then the fighting started again. Accusing me of shit she was doing, saying unbelievably nasty things. When she fights she gets extremely sarcastic and will literally laugh in my face while she calls me a little man. I told her I couldn't take it anymore and I am done. 3 days have passed now and she is texting me like nothing happened. I truly love her and all of this is breaking my heart. I have not been responding to her texts because I don't want to fall in the trap. My business is seriously struggling because of COVID and it is adding a TON of stress. Then to put this on top of it is making it nearly unbearable. I have lost all of my friends because they did not want to be around her so I really don't have anyone to talk too. That's why I signed up here. I just don't know how to make this pain go away.