My girlfriend and I were together for a year and a half. She found out about six months ago, that she would be moving to London for uni. We both agreed to try and make it work, because you don't know if you dont try. However a month before she was supposed to move down, she dumped me. I asked if she had been thinking about it for a while and she denied that she had. I did everything you are not supposed to do, begged, pleaded, because I loved her more that anything. One night when I was out drinking, I sent her a horrible message to say that I wish she would delete my number and never contact me again. Of course I woke up to being blocked on everything, I panicked and sent her countless emails to get her to call me. She finally did and explained that she needed some time, and that she was going to leave me blocked for now. It has now been two weeks, I sent her an email to just apologise for everything and wish her the best for the future, she has not replied nor has she read it. I felt like I was apologising for her hurting me, I have yet to hear an apology from her. Now I spend every day, wondering if she even misses me anymore, she is probably too busy to care.