I am struggling with my realtionship of four years. I'm still in love with her and I did everything I could to make her happy. But she was not happy she wanted more. She wanted other realtionships. I struggled to provide. Draining my energy. Recently she broke up with me. I cracked and begged for her back to no avail. I cold turkey unable to live together I basically ran away to friends house. I am overwelmed by sleepless nights. no appitite and constant grief. I want her back but she wants nothing to do with me. I'm so hurt.