i'm so sorry ajamt96. I can understand how you feel. My fiancé also ended our relationship about 2.5 months ago (cold turkey). He won't talk to me or answer emails. How are you doing now?

I too understand the heartbreak of a former lover who has fallen out of love and didn't have the respect or courtesy to say it when the feeling first was reconized, other than death is there a pain like not being wanted, at least in death you know in time the pain stops because their physical body will no longer be seen , but with a break-up especially an ugly one you watch them move on without a care, I actually would hear my ex talking dirty over the phone with the next victim..lol. it may not feel like it now but this too shall pass, they've done us a huge favor because we should never give our joy and preciousness to someone unable to reciprocate , u also believe in karma it doesn't happen when we want it but believe me it catches who it desires, So cry a little, mourn this emotional loss a little and keep our heart open because God doesn't allow us to love without there being someone worthy of it, remove any items reminding us of our ex from around us DO Not Destroy It just remove it, Love on ourselves however we feel we should be it a new look, a new hobby a new practice and keep forgiveness at the front of our list
The Right One sees light when we allow our inner light to authentically shine without trying to. Embrace Happiness and not have it in contingent upon anyone else, Being grateful for our lives and our days. Magic is in our self love as well as healing, I pray healing for us and magic everyday of our lives.