Hey everyone! 

Well I've being diagnosed with AvPD recently but I couldn't afford therapy anymore so here I am. 

I'm also recently married Wich can make things harder. 

Add the fact that all my friends leave miles and miles away ....I've been having a hard time. 

I don't know if you often thinks that you are a failure and a fraud. That's like....Monday morning for me. 

And the fact that people think that I don't want to be a normal social person gets me every time. 

Left every single job I ever had because of it...and now my recently started family needs money support and I'm unemployed. Suddenly, I'm also a failure as a wife too! 

Please show up, guys!! I consider myself strong looking back once I've never known I had AvPD so I just kept trying. So! Maybe I can help you too!