Believing that you will live forever with loved ones, in light, isn't a choice. To me, atheism support means coming to terms with mortality and emptiness, but I really only have a problem with death. Lately, I've been coming to terms with it. I'm actually starting to see myself, subconsciously, as the universe, inseperable and the best of it. It's not really a big part of my life, but anything to be happy.