I have just recenlty, after years of struggle and research, I have come to the conclusion I no longer belive in God.  My longtime GF does, very much so.  I need ot to tell her, but, I am worried she will leave.  When we first started dating, I was on the fence and told her this, but it hasnt come up much again.  But, she likes to go to church and pray and asks me to do those thigs as well.  I dont want to pretend.