It all started when I was about four, no this is not when I started having attacks, this is when I started something I love and now may have to give up because I have Exercise Educed Asthma. I followed in my big brothers footsteps and have been playing soccer since day one.. well pretty much! Anyways, about a year ago I started having asthma attacks while playing soccer, after having the filth attack that week I got my mom to bring me to a walk in clinic. They proscribed me an inhaler. Since I'm only an 8th grader I lose things pretty often including my inhaler, my last inhaler was stolen from me.. Soccer has started once again and I feel like I have no control over myself and I feel like my family doesn't even understand me or care about my problems. Multiple times I've asked them to at the very least to not smoke around me but I feel like they can't hear what I'm asking, it hurts. Whenever I try to explain my problems I feel like crying. I tell myself if I try harder it will go away.. well it doesn't. I'm not sure if I should quit the one thing I love or keep pushing myself to try harder.