Anger...

My sister is so tormented
She's been through trauma and drama
On the side of life that is more tinted
How does the woman who loved God as her Father
Slip from that into a bottomless pit?

Maybe faith makes her crazy
I know faith made me a skeptic
After alcoholic on top of kids neglected
I watch psychiatrists test it and reverends bless it

I'm in the Church every Sunday
I keep searching for one way or another
He'll have to curse me or burst me with a sun ray
To let me know He's coming or en route
I'm at ninety-nine but I need a hundred percent proof

Show me a God
Sometimes I feel like this is a facade
Show me a God, please
Let me know someone is listening when I'm down on my knees

Where is the Passion of Christ?
What happened to passing His life
For the masses so massive it can't happen twice?
I need Your help and I'm not asking You nice

While I was in an insane asylum
God or God's ghost is what I tried to find
To take away all of this fiery pain
If He won't bring rain, why should I not deny Him?

While I'm searching for answers
I find nothing but man's stuff
But that won't fix the current problem at hand though
Whatever it is, I will never forgive
Anything or anyone taking money
Who can't get her to live

That's why I keep searching for ghosts
Or something supernatural
The only thing I know that's supernatural
Is the Rapture

Maybe if that happened
I'd change my life or something

And give up my own ideas