I can get very jealous... I refrain from showing/saying anything because I don't want to be a debbie downer or a river of hate. BUT THOSE FEELINGS BURN A HOLE THROUGH MY INSIDES!!!!!! I can feel my soul decay when those thoughts eat me alive. I'm not a vindictive piece of shit! I think......

I should be happy that people are doing well, but these are the bastards who set me on this horrible path that has ruined my life, and shows no effect on them.

Jokes on me, i guess. I should never follow. I must continue on the path of riteousness and live right.

" Forgive me, for all that i've done wrong! Take me back to where my heart belongs.
Can we start again? Go back in time to where we started... Can we start again? What we had can't be discarded!"