oxcarbazpine it says has less side effects than carbamazepine..wonder how they choose what to put you on

The more i read about this med the worse it can get, Plus i think there doping me up with this lol i woke up saturday morning and felt EXTREMELY hung over, Atleast i didnt wake up with a mike tyson tattoo tho.

But seriously i feel doped up all day long and hungrier than i have been in a long time.

oh LOL sorry shouldnt laugh at you didnt get a mike tyson tattoo... wont tell you side effects of one they tried to give me..I research mine before hand and when I sat there and it was suggested taking it... I said you are having a laugh..noway am I having that..dont anyone ask because you will so crack up..

Hey im glad i can make someone laugh at that, Hell when i woke up this morning my alarm clock was going off and i kept trying to answer my phone and then realized that it was not my phone but instead my clock going off and almost started crying right then as i was unsure if it was a dream or real life......god i hate dealing with all of this shit in my life. I took a 30 minute shower today just so i could cry and try to feel a bit better about my situation but like always it didnt work. All i can hope for now is that this med starts to make me feel a bit better and doesnt make me feel so messed up all the time like it has been.But im hungry again like i said above but i dont know if thats a good or bad thing......242lbs here and still hungry aarrrggggg i need to do something but what? i for one dont know but its time to go home and flip out some more so good night all.

sorry shouldnt laugh. at you trying to answer your phone when it was alarm..its funny but in a way its not..we need to find an bizzare behaviour drug group..I bet there would be some funny things said..when first on my drug yes its been good ..but when first on and going through doses..I would go hyper..one time three hours..at time not funny but looking back at some jokes I did..Im quite reserved but when I went on a stores intercom and pretending to be another store..LOLOLOL..least the manager was fine..I will add Im fine now :).. Seanpain biggest hugs ..LOL if you find yourself on a fast food intercom then I will laugh..oh the fun of meds

Seanpain..I do understand joking aside..Ive come down second time with a bug ..its one that tests anyone without a conditon..Im sitting here tryng to hold back the tears..I dont want to keep trying to fight..Im tired of the worry of work.the side effects of drugs..I know my reality I have no cure not unless a miracle happens..next month all my tests again ...Im tired i just want to be me before all this..a person who could be normal with things to worry that were silly..Im throwing up..massive headache..pain...the only thing I can do is reason with myself..I will be fine...the emotional rollercoaster is hell

God jokey how i appreciate the comments that you leave....they REALLY lighten up my day even if its only for the few minutes throughout the day that i have on DS, I also have gotten like that is stores in years past not as far as that LMAO but damn close to it. idk what this medicine is doing but last night i almost couldnt stop with my cardio workout and i didnt get pissed off at anything just very irritated and for me! Thats actually pretty awesome, I went outside and played with my dogs and outlasted them HAHA i havent done that in so long now HELL i cant even remember the last time that i was able to do that. But i really cant stand the cloud that im living in and i cant even stay up past 11pm now but thats probably a good thing seeing as how i have to be up at the ass crack of dawn for work.

LOL.didnt say hyper on my list of side effectst it should have you might find you are doing bizzare things when first taking.. LOL least I didnt get sacked lucky the manager that day was one with a sense of humor..I really dont know what was going on in my head to want to pull such a stunt..LOL so dont do it ok..keep away from fast food places you might find yourself in there on the intercom.. Im finding it funny you answering your phone when it was your alarm..oh LOLOLOL..thats cheered me up ..

LOL yeah im gonna try and stay away from doing these things, I have had episodes of doing wacky things like the answering of the phone when it was the alarm clock before in my past but only when i have been VERY VERY tired so this is a new kind of weird lol, So i hope this starts to fade with time and even now at work im tired as hell and still have two more pills to take throughout the rest of the day. Right now im drowsy/confused about some things/ but calm as can be. Like i said i hope this fades with time especially since i have to drive ALL DAY

Try useing coffee to get past feeling tired and to clear your mind.

im would be cautious at adding in coffee to a med..when first on mine it was changing me biochemically ..LOL Learnt word off someone. ..I had coffee and went into another hyper episode...giggling mind you it might have been larva jarva. they gave me..

tegretol wotked for a short time for me, but caused wieght gain and then stopped working so i went off it. i truly hope it works for you sean. good luck with it.

ive been drinking the monster rehabs in the morning and at noon, There just lemonade,Tea and a low blend of monster. I just hope i can build up a decent tolerance WITHOUT losing the effect of the medicine towards my depression/anxiety.