I was browsing the groups, and was looking to see if there was a non-specific or covers a wide variety of moods, feelings and other life altering stuff.

I have ADD, Bipolar ll and Ptsd (from childhood neglect and abuse)

right now I'm kind of a shmorgashboard of feelings and life altering stuff.

marriage of 27 years on shaky ground for past 10-15years, husband not being very talkative or forthcoming.

Shoulder surgery 4-1/2 years ago, nerve problems occuring after, creating nerve pain shoulder to hand and down right side. Brain fog, dizzyness, confusion, loss of concentration, plus emotions became more intense.

Brain surgery- 4 years ago, memory and cognative behaviour problems after, more intense emotions plus sensory system got amped up and also gained an A typical migraine from chemical smells. Still regaining the side effects of the shoulder surgery 

Doctors at the time couldn't identify where the problems were coming from, so they put it down as anxiety and depression. told me to contiune PT, practice anxiety and stress releaf stuff, exercise and eat and sleep well. 

My perstistant searching and complaining trying to find someone to believe me, was very stressful, emotional and exhausting

My husband and family members, couldn't understand, "I didn't look or overy act like there was something wrong with me"  Oh and just because I'm on meds for the ADD and Bpll, I should have it under control enough so they don't have to deal with it.  So they took the doctors sides and were thinking an anxiety disorder. That I was just looking for sympathy and attention.

I felt like i was emotionally and physically falling apart. I lost about 40 to 50% of my physical abilities. I'm an ameatur landscape gardener,(my joy) Big loss there. My new found mental memory down grade, to low to boarder line, sequential thinking tweeked, having lost some of my sculpting ability, (joy of my life since first grade) I'm Good. Well not as good as I was before the B-surgery. Huge loss there, 

2 years ago, Husband, having a hard time dealing with my emotional ups and downs, has an emotional affair with the new woman in the band. 

Didn't like me calling it an emotional affair. didn't like my "emotional" reactions to his, befriending, treating better, caring more for, being more supportive of, bring her into my house so he can "colaberate" with her on writing and singing songs together, and wanting to be around this other woman more than he had with me in over 10 years.  Said he wasn't doing anything wrong, since they werent' having sex. "really" dude!   Blamed me and my "overreacting" and overly unstable emotions, when she decided she'd had enough, saying she couldn't take my interfering with their music colaborating anymore. Husband still holds that against me .  

This lead to my husband coming out now and blaming me for the world of stuff he's been holding back on, about me, for 10 years. Which further lead to him saying he no longer really loves me and doesn't want to have to deal with me anymore.   I made and tried so many ways to try for reconsiliation. He would always leave me with a drop of hope. Saying that if I could get better enough, get my emotions undercontrol, then maybe he would consider something. wtf  new years eve,2016 yells wants divorce,and said I was crazy, in a heated argument. "took it back" after I rambled on about all that I've been having to deal with, and how I thought he had no compassion. 

I was then in a state of devastation. My heart was smashed. Stress, anxiety, depression, ice cream, became my best friends. I wanted to leave the planet. had my first hyperventaling panic attack. Not fun. 

also during this time, I lost my job, entered the world of hard to get continued "prove it" disability, unable to work due to side effects of surgeries, lost a cat that I had for 13 years, had a falling out with one of my step-daughters, and basically lost myself. And I had to deal with this all on my own with no support from anyone but therapist and one friend. 

More crap distancing complications, to living as roommates in our house. I started a self-help plan, including therapist. Loads of mental and emotional work there. Going on a lovely planned vacation out west, with what seemed like a complete stranger was awful. then when we got back, Divorce really hit the table.  All this time still having all the side effects from the surgeries. 

Found out when we came back from vaca, that the doctors had actually diagnosed me with occipital neuralgia, and something else, a month after my shoulder surgery. They just never told me. (I found it in "my chart") so got comfirmation on that. didn't make a difference to husband. got comfirmations on my brain also, just can't quite put their fingers on the exact cause. Still no change in husband. just wants out. but doesn't want to talk about it or tell his family until dwhen we're actually go to fill out forms and sell the house. (reconstruction underway will need to be finished, plus I had radiation treatments to consider) 

it's late, I'm tired and need to go to bed. I have no idea if anyone will be around to read this, so I'll pick this up at a later date. 

"tune in next week, for the continuing saga" 

Add, Bpll, ptsd, brain farts, migraine thing, Thorasic Outlet syndrome, Occipital neuralgia, the thing that makes you have instant low blood pressure when you bend over and stand back up, stress, anxiety, depression, over weight, marriage ending, and while working hard at trying to make a new and better, positive life journey for myself.   

Kinda hard to pick just one support group. I got 2. doesn't quite cover it all.