I'm sorry to hear that Sean. Going off to war when it seems you've no ammo can seem a bit daunting.. Take a deep breath ... there must b a way to contact your pharmacy to see if they participate in a delivery program. Being that I'm not your pdoc I'm not sure what their advice would b in continuing ur day with a missed dose therefore its probably wise to call and let 'em know so they can provide professional insight. Praying that ur day goes as smoothly as possible.

x's

Thx for the advice rosebud, Im just so frustrated right now and feel like exploding inside.....I feel like screaming but cant, I feel like tearing these walls apart that surround me but cant, I just cant figure out what to do today....It feels like i have NOTHING good for me to do outside of here...hopefully it picks back up for me.....

Man......im flipping out left and right now....i cant stop crying and it seems like this will never end....

Are you alright Sean? Did you leave work? ... Seems being alone during this time would be unwise.... I know when I'm alone I seem to do the most damage. Try and get ahold of your pdoc so you can get advice on how to deal. It's horrible having to face so much pain and uncertainty alone.

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers

Dammit... Sometimes I wish I could just reach over and give you a great big real hug...
*great big cyber hug*
Message me any time if you want to... I'm here and thinking about you my friend.

Let us know how your day went buddy, we're here for when you need to vent or reflect.

Thx alot guys....i went and got my haldol and tegretol today and believe it or not im actually feeling better already....i wish i didnt have to take these damned pills everyday BUT if its what i have to do to stay calm i guess ima do it from now on. Again thx alot guys and sorry to keep coming out like this.

Oi man, don't apologize. That is exactly what we are here for. If you have a bad day then you are totally allowed, no required to let us know so that we can offer support and love and encouragement :)
*hugs* I'm really glad you're feeling better.

I am glad you are doing better SeanPain! I do care and want to help you. I care for you and want to help you the best I can. Big Hugs!!

hello...glad things turned around for you and you got back on your meds
(((hugs)))

Thx guys.....im back to what some would call normal lol....and happy to be hear now, And so glad i didnt do something stupid. Thsnk you all so much

Thx guys.....im back to what some would call normal lol....and happy to be hear now, And so glad i didnt do something stupid. Thsnk you all so much

Right on... really glad to hear it Sean!!! :)

Big hugs 2 u

I am glad you got your meds and are feeling better.

sounds like life :) wishing you happy tomorrows!