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He has been sober 4 months but the reality is anyday he can relapse. He is having a lot of stress at work and I am getting worried. I test him all the time. We get tests from his counselor. Will I live in fear forever. I mean it has gotten a little easier but when we have a bad day of argueing and fighting i get nervous.
liliana42ma
Of course. we are married with a bomb ready to explode. I wwasted 12 years of marriage hoping my alcoholic and drug addicted husband will make me happy in the end by being gentle, kind and SOBER; but it got worse and worse; emotionally I am sick; sociable speaking I am very defensive and scared to death of getting into another relationship .. I don't even want to get close to having sex with someone else thinking I am going to get raped instead of being allowed (by another man) to have a harmless and consensual sex act..and the tv news about students being raped in school campus makes the fear grow worse.... awful way of living with this fear right? I might end up hooking up with a lesbian.. I don't have big fear of women same way I have fear of men... seriously....
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