I am so glad to have finally found a support grouplike this. I guess I'll start right away by sharing my situation. Im a 24 year old teacher and Im having an affair with my 48 year old student. Yes. you read it right. I teach in a language academy so I basically tutor "Markus". I also taught his wife and their daughter. I dont know to tell the story because I dont know where to actually start. Everytime Markus and his wife would come to our school, they seemed to be the ideal couple. I had been teaching them for almost two months before Markus and I started the affair. 

It started like this:

He just returned from a month long trip to Italy. His wife and kids returned to their home country and would stay there for a week. but he stayed here in my country because he works here  (he is a foreigner). We had a class on a Saturday, after our class he invited me out for dinner; I was so surprised. But I really didnt give any malice to it,because I thought it was just a friendly dinner. The next day, we just found ourselves going to a mountain hotel and resorts and ofcourse doing the "deed".

every Saturday I would teach him and sometimes his wife. then Sunday we would meet and "romance". But fortunately they have recently stopped going to our school butont think I would be able to endure seeing them together. 

I felt guilty at first, but Im enjoying the thrill. I dont get anything from our relationship, he isn't financially spoiling nor giving me any presents. Im doing it because I like it. 

And by the way, I have a long time boyfriend.

Why am I writing here? I need a place where I can freely express and share these feelings. without being judged or scolded. 

I often ask myself why am I doing this, and why of all women, did he choose me? Im not that beautiful nor sexy. but Im over those guilt and self questioning phase..