I have C-PTSD. I think it's "complex" because the US justice system for CSA is absurd. I was molested by an ugly pedophile neighbor named Jeffrey Warren when I was 9 years old and he was 44 years old. In his perverted mind he probably rationalized it to himself that what he was doing wasn't wrong. If I had some sort of justice for what happened, I might be able to "move on", but I can't. I replay what happened to me over and over in a constant loop in my head. Some times I try looking the pedophile up to see if he's ever been caught or if he's even alive anymore. So far I haven't been able to find anything on the internet because the name is too common and most of the results I get is about that polygamist cult leader, Warren Jeffs instead. Another sleepless night of thinking of all the things I could have and should have done.