Adult survivors of child abuse Community Group
A group to help support and heal adult survivors of child abuse. Limited to those who want to change the cycle...not perpetuate it.
FOR FOUR YEARS I HAVE BEEN ABUSED BY THE MEDICAL PROFESSION
MY ABUSIVE EX AND MY SIBLINGS HAVE BEEN STABBING ME IN THE BACK
THINGS THAT THEY HAVE TOLD MY DOCTORS ARE
THAT I GO ONLINE TO FIND THINGS TO BE WRONG WITH ME
THAT I MAKE EVERYTHING UP
I KEEP TELLING THEM THAT WHATEVER THEY HAVE BEEN TOLD IS NOT TRUE BUT THEY DONOT BELIEVE ME
I HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT I AM WASITING TAX PAYERS MONEY
WHEN I ASK FOR MY RECORDS THEY GET IRATE. WHY DO YOU WANT THEM
I TELL THEM THAT I WANT TO KNOW WHY I AM BEING MISTREATED THEN THEY TELL ME IT WILL COST ME $5.00 A SHEET
I HAVE HAD TO HAVE MY BLOOD SENT TO SAN DIEGO TO PROVE THAT I HAVE CROHN'S
I TELL THEM THAT I KNOW THAT THEY ARE GOING BY FALSE REPORTS
IT HAS FILTERATED THROUGH THE SYSTOM
THE RADIOGIST, NURSES THE PEOPLE THAT PUT YOU UNDER FOR SURGERY
THEY ALL HAVE HE SAME SMILE I CANNOT EXPLAIN IT
THEY SAY THINGS LIKE WHEN DO YOU THINK THAT YOU GOT CROHN'S
I TELL THEM DR !!!!!!! TOLD ME IN 1998.
I TOLD THEM THAT I HAD A LUMP IN MY THROAT THEY SAID IT WAS NOTHING
6 MONTHS LATER I HAVE A CYST REMOVED
BACK IN OCTOBER I WAS HAVING A PROCETURE DONE I TOLD THEM THAT I HAD RESTLESS LEG VERAILY AND ON PAPER
THEY GAVE ME REGALAN IN THE WATING AREA AND THEN WHEN I WAS IN THE PROCETURE ROOM MY LEGS STARTED JERKING I TOLD THE GUY THAT PUTS YOU TO SLEEP THAT I HAVE RESTLESS LEGS AND THAT MY LEGS WERE PROBALY JERKING BECAUSE I HAD NOT TAKEN MY MED THAT MORNING HE GRINED AT ME WITH THAT SMILE AND SAID OH WE ARE GOING TO TAKE CARE OF THAT I AM GOING TO GIVE YOU MORE REGANLAN
WELL I HAD AN ADVERSE REACTION I REMEMBER COMING IN AND OUT OF IT HEARD MY SISTER SAYING AREN'T YOU GOING TO DO ANYTHING THEY SAID THERE WAS NOTHING THEY COULD DO.
I HEARD HER TELL THEM TO CALL AN AMBULANCE
I WAS TAKEN FROM THAT HOS TO ANOTHER HOS
WHAT WAS I DOING WHERE THIS IS WHAT I WAS TOLD
THE STAFF SAID THAT I DID NOT TELL THEM THAT I HAD RESTLESS LEG THAT IF THEY HAD KNOWN THEY WOULD NOT HAVE GIVEN ME REGANLAN.
I WAS TAKING OFF MY GOWN YELLING THAT I WAS BURNING UP I COULD NOT CONTROL MY LIMBS I WAS CONVULSING
AT THE OTHER HOS THEY RAN A TOX TO SEE IF I HAD BEEN TAKING DRUGS
THE LAST THING I REMEMBER IS MY SISTER YELLING AT THEM TO HELP ME THEY GAVE ME SOMTHING CALL ATTERVAN??
THEY SENT ME HOME LIKE THIS.
WHEN MY BROTHER SAW ME HE SAID THAT I WAS RED ALL OVER AND STILL JERKING
WELL I HAVE MORE BUT I WILL LIST THEM LATER
THERE ARE SO MANY TIMES THAT I JUST WANTED TO END MY LIFE I CRY SOMETIMES FOR WEEKS
THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR FOUR YEARS
MY ABUSIVE EX AND MY SIBLINGS HAVE BEEN STABBING ME IN THE BACK
THINGS THAT THEY HAVE TOLD MY DOCTORS ARE
THAT I GO ONLINE TO FIND THINGS TO BE WRONG WITH ME
THAT I MAKE EVERYTHING UP
I KEEP TELLING THEM THAT WHATEVER THEY HAVE BEEN TOLD IS NOT TRUE BUT THEY DONOT BELIEVE ME
I HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT I AM WASITING TAX PAYERS MONEY
WHEN I ASK FOR MY RECORDS THEY GET IRATE. WHY DO YOU WANT THEM
I TELL THEM THAT I WANT TO KNOW WHY I AM BEING MISTREATED THEN THEY TELL ME IT WILL COST ME $5.00 A SHEET
I HAVE HAD TO HAVE MY BLOOD SENT TO SAN DIEGO TO PROVE THAT I HAVE CROHN'S
I TELL THEM THAT I KNOW THAT THEY ARE GOING BY FALSE REPORTS
IT HAS FILTERATED THROUGH THE SYSTOM
THE RADIOGIST, NURSES THE PEOPLE THAT PUT YOU UNDER FOR SURGERY
THEY ALL HAVE HE SAME SMILE I CANNOT EXPLAIN IT
THEY SAY THINGS LIKE WHEN DO YOU THINK THAT YOU GOT CROHN'S
I TELL THEM DR !!!!!!! TOLD ME IN 1998.
I TOLD THEM THAT I HAD A LUMP IN MY THROAT THEY SAID IT WAS NOTHING
6 MONTHS LATER I HAVE A CYST REMOVED
BACK IN OCTOBER I WAS HAVING A PROCETURE DONE I TOLD THEM THAT I HAD RESTLESS LEG VERAILY AND ON PAPER
THEY GAVE ME REGALAN IN THE WATING AREA AND THEN WHEN I WAS IN THE PROCETURE ROOM MY LEGS STARTED JERKING I TOLD THE GUY THAT PUTS YOU TO SLEEP THAT I HAVE RESTLESS LEGS AND THAT MY LEGS WERE PROBALY JERKING BECAUSE I HAD NOT TAKEN MY MED THAT MORNING HE GRINED AT ME WITH THAT SMILE AND SAID OH WE ARE GOING TO TAKE CARE OF THAT I AM GOING TO GIVE YOU MORE REGANLAN
WELL I HAD AN ADVERSE REACTION I REMEMBER COMING IN AND OUT OF IT HEARD MY SISTER SAYING AREN'T YOU GOING TO DO ANYTHING THEY SAID THERE WAS NOTHING THEY COULD DO.
I HEARD HER TELL THEM TO CALL AN AMBULANCE
I WAS TAKEN FROM THAT HOS TO ANOTHER HOS
WHAT WAS I DOING WHERE THIS IS WHAT I WAS TOLD
THE STAFF SAID THAT I DID NOT TELL THEM THAT I HAD RESTLESS LEG THAT IF THEY HAD KNOWN THEY WOULD NOT HAVE GIVEN ME REGANLAN.
I WAS TAKING OFF MY GOWN YELLING THAT I WAS BURNING UP I COULD NOT CONTROL MY LIMBS I WAS CONVULSING
AT THE OTHER HOS THEY RAN A TOX TO SEE IF I HAD BEEN TAKING DRUGS
THE LAST THING I REMEMBER IS MY SISTER YELLING AT THEM TO HELP ME THEY GAVE ME SOMTHING CALL ATTERVAN??
THEY SENT ME HOME LIKE THIS.
WHEN MY BROTHER SAW ME HE SAID THAT I WAS RED ALL OVER AND STILL JERKING
WELL I HAVE MORE BUT I WILL LIST THEM LATER
THERE ARE SO MANY TIMES THAT I JUST WANTED TO END MY LIFE I CRY SOMETIMES FOR WEEKS
THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR FOUR YEARS
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