Lately I am missing my mother even though she is the one who disowned me. I would like to see her. She is elderly and I would like to see her before shes passes. She has some mental issues. I will be visiting area where my mother lives but I am not sure if I should visit her. I want to but when I have tried in the pass she won't answer the door or call the police on me.I have a good friend who lives by my mother.She said my mother misses me but she doesn't call or write me. My friend has told me she doesn't think I should contact my mother. I guess I am still hoping that my mother and I can have a good relationship.
My husband and I will be staying at his sisters house when we visit. I always find it uncomfortable because we used to stay at my mothers until she disowned me. My sister in law always asks if we are going to go see my mother.
I say yes but then we decided we shouldn't go see her, I know my mother is telling people I never go visit her.