Abusive Relationships Community Group
This group is for those that have been in abusive relationships, know someone who is in an abusive relationships, or is currently in one. It is ok if you are a male victim or a female victim. If you need to vent just let it out.
my name is britt. this is my story im new to this group. i was getting screamed at he was inches from my face. he had already snatched my phone. I didnt wanna get hurt again so i grabbed my phone and tryed to run. he ended up tossing me around the house like a rag doll when i tryed to get away. He dragged me around a little i was trying to hide my phone under me. he finally got my arm and twisted my arm so far behind my back. i was left brused up, cut up from rug burn i had brused ribs, and dislocated shoulder. i was then put in a abuse shelter that says they help people in those situation. they ended up emotionaly abusing me and two other residence. they ended up putting me on the streets with out helping me at all. so i went back even tho he did all he did but i was in a controling enviroment i had no other choice. i just feel so stupied i got sucked back in. im in a new relationship and he keeps sending me letters from jail and its messing with my head a little bit. i dont even know where to start to heal i guess. im so lost i keep trying to talk about it but nobody wants to listen. i just feel so dumb that i went back and weak.
I should leave I know I don’t know why I put up with the screaming and jealousy and him tracking my phone and reading the call log to our joint phone bill. I been warned he’ll get physical, he through his ex into a fridge I just found that out she warned me it always starts with verbal and mental and leads to physical. I’m starting to develop an eating problem because of him I’m to afraid to cook because I’ll get yelled at, same thing happened to his ex.
Now I’m having conflicted feelings my short term I think one week boyfriend just got out of jail, we stayed friends and I’ve done a lot for the guy and I still have feelings for him. But he’s wrong for me he’s a heroin addict and as my past goes I’ve never done it but I guess I liked the fucked up drama of being with one. He knows I’m in an abusive relationship with my on and off fiancé of 4 years. He wants me to go to his sober house/ shelter to get away from my fiancé...
Well before I keep rambling on about my shitty life... I’m just saying I’ve went back time and time again. Talking feelings out help I don’t know why I didn’t run. Basically my fiancé got me back by promising things would be different they do that to get in your head don’t let it get to you.
I went from a physically abusive relationship with my (now ex) husband to one that is on and off mental abusive.
You thought things would change, and sometimes they do, but not as often as they should.