Abandonment Community Group
At one time or annother, we are all faced with the pain of abandonment. Whether the person(s) who walked out on you was a parent, partner or friend, it hurts. This is a place of friendship and support.
My father left me , walked away and it feels like I'm always empty , like someone punched a hole in my chest that will ache forever . The absence of him has haunted me all through my life , when I was little I convinced myself that when I grew up I would be OK . Iv found that it's never going to be OK , I struggle to trust anyone or form meaningful relationships , I'm always alone because he stole my self worthÂ
I am in the same position. My father didn't physically leave the home but he emotionally was never there. He and my mother fought and he would just avoid coming home. He never saw me as an individual. I know how it feels to have that ache. Its dreadful. No it's not better when you grow up because the problem comes back to haunt you through relationships where you may be faced with trust issues, anger, hurt and in turn end up driving them away even if they are a good person. My pulse is gone. I am almost dead inside now. Its good to know there are others out there like me.